I WANT MY 70s BACK

Bed.
I can't always stay in bed. Alone. It's sad.
The bed is made for two.
I can just hide my heart under a pillow.
No more tears, no more pain, just some pills, red wine. The same red wine, the same glasses. The same place.
Just dreams ?

Ehi honey, where are you ?
"Rain"

Hot.
I wanna see you. There's something between us ?
Just dreams ?
Sun. Too much sun today for my eyes.
I'm broken.
I wanna my songs back. My feelings, my words, the beat
of my heart.
Recording studio.
Maybe Paris.
It's a money problem.
I wanna my eyes back. My heart back.
No more loneliness.
No more moonlight without you.
Tonight.
Tomorrow.
It's always tomorrow.

But now, I think of you.
Hope.

Ehi Jimmy, turn up the music !

SWEET & SOUR

I think.
The whole world is on sale.
You can buy everything. Also the happiness.
I wanna living in a ball.
Just me, myself and I.

Ho pensato che forse non è tutto poi così scontanto. Forse è solo una questione di coincidenze, andarsela a cercare. Ho pensato che comunque tutto rimane indietro, cazzo. Tutto rimane così fottutamente indietro. E il futuro è così incerto, insicuro, scontato.
Bisognerebbe stare fermi, immobili.
Ma non ci sarebbero "perchè".
Continuo a sperare, a progettare, a guardare avanti.
Sono gli istinti.
Il sesso.
Non ha senso. Ma è piacevole.
Sembra tacere tutto stasera. Sarà la coltre di nubi che ha coperto il cielo.
Io dico che non è giusto, ma è giusto così.

oh shit. my head.
there's something wrong in me, i think.
i wanna come back, i wanna be the same.
not the wrong me.
blood
it's just monday
i hope to go to Paris very soon, i can't wait.
i always can't wait.
pray for me. just today

I MISS THEM. SO MUCH.

I don't want spend my time.
I don't want see my eyes.
Sunshine. Cigarettes.
Art. Colours.
Studio & song.
Just try.

LATE SHOW WITH MYSELF

GOODNIGHT MY DEAR

E se per arrivare al sogno mancasse veramente poco ?

I CAN'T SPEAK ITALIAN ANYMORE.
BUT I SPEAK WITH YOU.
YOU YOU YOU YOU
DON'T TELL ME WHY.
LONELINESS, SANDWICH, RED WINE.
JUST THE SAME FUCKING WEEKENDS.
PHONE. PHONE. PHONE.
MY PHONE RINGS.
MY EYES, YOUR VOICE. IN MY MIND.
LIVING IN A BOX.

HEART-SHAPED.

YOU'RE SO SWEET. AIN'T SHE SWEET ?
NOW I SLEEP. BED.
NOT FOREVER.

I wanna live in a movie.
Fallin' in love with a girl.
New York, old stuff, books, music, coffee.

I'M FEELING GREAT.
I'M FEELING CRAZY.
I'M GONNA KISS YOU - LOVE YOU - STAY WITH YOU.
YOUR EYES, YOUR HANDS, YOUR VOICE.
I'M GONNA KISS EVERYONE OF YOU.
I'M WORKING TO MY HAPPINESS, FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE.
I HAVE CONTROL, I'M IN THE GAME.
THE GAME OF LIFE - LOVE.
I'M FEELING EVERYBODY CAN'T STOP ME.
ILLUSION.
DREAMS. REALITY.
BE CALM. TAKE A REST. BREATH.
DON'T BE AFRAID. IT'S JUST A GAME. IT'S LIFE.
IT'S...ME ?

GOODNIGHT MY DEAR

Vado a perdermi. Perdermi da qualche parte. A rifugiarmi in quell'angolino di mondo che conosco solo io. Dove posso lasciare andare i pensieri. Dove il tempo sembra che non vada sprecato. Vado il quell'angolino di mondo dove riesco a vedervi dall'alto, dove il cuor si quieta, dove posso leggere, scrivere e non pensare a niente. Pensare solo a quello che voglio pensare...